| Location | Plymouth Devon |
| Age | 12 years |
| Cause of Death | Cystic Fibrosis |
| Date of Birth | 9/1995 |
| Date of Death | 6/2008 |
| Visitors | 6,045 since 01/07/2008 |
| Creator |
Beki Lovell, a talented brave girl who achieved so much in her 12 years. Beki would always smile
and had she a gift for singing and dancing from a very young age, winning scholarships, + passing a
LAMDA Easter '08.
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=uQpQlIlOKPY
Page has been taken over from Sam by Beki's mum for upkeep.
Beki sadly passed away after suffering from a Cystic Fibrosis lung infection; Beki also had CF
related liver disease and diabetes to contend with but she would never complain. Other factors
played a part in Beki passing so soon to do with a car accident but I am trying to make peace with
that.
I fondly remember Beki's courage, "The Show Must Go On" attitude at all times. If Beki had survived
I am sure she would of achieved her dream of being an actress and getting an agent, which was her
burning ambition.
The Next Place
By Warren Hanson
The next place that I go
Will be as peaceful and familiar
As a sleepy summer Sunday
And a sweet, untroubled mind.
And yet . . .
It won't be anything like any place I've ever been. . .
Or seen. . . or even dreamed of
In the place I leave behind.
I won't know where I'm going,
And I won't know where I've been
As I tumble through the always
And look back toward the when.
I'll glide beyond the rainbows.
I'll drift above the sky.
I'll fly into the wonder, without ever wondering why.
I won't remember getting there.
Somehow I'll just arrive.
But I'll know that I belong there
And will feel much more alive
Than I have ever felt before.
I will be absolutely free of the things that I held onto
That were holding onto me.
The next place that I go
Will be so quiet and so still
That the whispered song of sweet belonging will rise up to fill
The listening sky with joyful silence,
And with unheard harmonies
Of music made by no one playing,
Like a hush upon breeze.
There will be no room for darkness in that place of living light,
Where an ever-dawning morning pushes back the dying night.
The very air will fill with brilliance, as the brightly shining sun
And the moon and half a million stars are married into one.
The next place that I go Won't really be a place at all.
There won't be any seasons --
Winter, summer, spring or fall --
Nor a Monday, Nor a Friday,
Nor December, Nor July.
And the seconds will be standing still. . .
While hours hurry by.
I will not be a boy or girl,
A woman or man.
I'll simply be just, simply, me.
No worse or better than.
My skin will not be dark or light.
I won't be fat or tall.
The body I once lived in
Won't be part of me at all.
I will finally be perfect.
I will be without a flaw.
I will never make one more mistake,
Or break the smallest law.
And the me that was impatient,
Or was angry, or unkind,
Will simply be a memory.
The me I left behind.
I will travel empty-handed.
There is not a single thing
I have collected in my life
That I would ever want to bring Except. . .
The love of those who loved me,
And the warmth of those who cared.
The happiness and memories
And magic that we shared.
Though I will know the joy of solitude. . .
I'll never be alone. I'll be embraced
By all the family and friends I've ever known.
Although I might not see their faces,
All our hearts will beat as one,
And the circle of our spirits
Will shine brighter than the sun.
I will cherish all the friendship I was fortunate to find,
All love and all the laughter in the place I leave behind.
All these good things will go with me.
They will make my spirit glow.
And that light will shine forever In the next place that I go.
Dearest Mommy
When you wonder the meaning of life and love
Know that I am with you,
Close your eyes and feel me kissing you
In the gentle breeze across your cheek.
When you begin to doubt that you shall ever see me again
Quiet your mind and hear me
I am in the whisper of the heavens
Speaking of your love.
When you lose your identity
When you question who you are and where you are going
Open your heart and see me.
I am the twinkle in the stars smiling down upon you,
Lighting the path for your journey.
When you awaken each morning
Not remembering your dreams
But feeling content and serene
Know that I was with you--
Filling your night with thoughts of me
When you linger in the remnant pain
Wholeness seeming so unfamiliar
Think of me and
Know that I am with you
Touching you through the shared tears of a gentle friend
Easing the pain
As the sunrise illuminates the desert sky
In the breathtaking glory, awaken your spirit
Think of our time,all too brief, but ever brilliant.
When you were certain of us, together
When you were certain of your destiny
Know that God created that moment in time,
Just for us.
Dearest Mommy, I am with you always
-- Joanne Cacciatore
happy easter sweetie xxxx
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i hope you have a lovley easter xxxx love maria xxx
MY ANGEL IN HEAVEN.XxX
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We may no longer be together
As you're not here with me anymore
But I still feel you deep in my heart
Just the same as it was before.
When I gaze up at Heaven to you
And you look down on me
Our smiles light up the whole sky
For all of Heaven and Earth to see.
Knowing that you are at peace
Brings comfort to my sad heart
And I know God will take care of you
Now that we are apart.
Until we are together again
And sharing our heavenly home
I will always have my Angel in Heaven
Smiling down on me, and never be alone...
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Life is Hard Without you
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Missing you more with each new day
and trying to be brave...
Thinking of our happy times
and all the love you gave...
Feeling very grateful
for the dreams we saw come true,
For every lovely thing we shared
and, most of all, for you...
Treasuring each memory
that keeps you ever near...
Remembering familiar things
and wishing you were here.
Life's very hard without you
but that is the price to pay
For all the shared and precious times
grief cannot take away.
SENT WITH LOVE.XxXxX
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Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.
We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.
Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.
But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.
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love always xx
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♥ blow softly and whisper ♥
♥ in your ear how much ♥
♥ we love and miss you ♥
♥ and wish that you were here♥
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Daughters
...they bring their special charm
into the world,a delight in detail,
a tenderness in relationship,
a sensitivity to joy and sorrow
and spiritual truth
♥
WHERE DO I BELONG ON MOTHER'S DAY
I'm facing a dilemma
That I don't know what to do
Looking at Mother's Day
And another year without you
Sometimes I feel I don't belong
In the circle of my friends
Because my heart doesn't feel
Like keeping up with all the trends
Sometimes I wish I could be different
And face the day with a smile
I try and do that often
But it gets hard once in a while
I look all around me
And see kid's shopping for their mum's
And all I can think about this March
Is how you never made it to your prom
My friends ask me to join them
For lunch and sometimes dinner too
But where do I fit in
When I'm so lonely without you?
Sometimes I feel I just don't fit in
With the rest of the world
And yet I know that others
Also lost son's and little girls
I watch the ones who are further
Down the road than how far I've came
And I hope that one day I can see
Mother's Day without tears like rain
I wonder where I belong
And whom do I belong to
Although you're not here with me
I'll always be Mum to you
So on this Mother's Day
When the world celebrates as it does
I will remember all the things
And the way things once was
I miss you my child
I miss you with all my heart
And though I don't know where I belong
I think I'm about to start
For a mum is a woman
Who loves her child deep in her heart
And though on earth they are parted
That love stays forever in her heart
I'll think of you this Sunday
And I'll try to smile when I do
For God made me your Mum
And I'll always belong to you
♥
SENT WITH LOVE. XxXxX
There is a bond that you can't see
for it's not bound with twine.
It's formed from strands within our souls,
this love that's yours and mine.
When I went home to be with God,
you must now understand,
I took with me this bond of love
and I still hold that strand.
So look now at my photograph.
The smile, you'll quickly see.
But only hearts can see the strand
forever binding You and Me.
Enjoy the precious memories
although we are apart.
We'll share more joys again one day.
I believe that with all my heart!
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